From my understanding Nymphaea Caerulea is a blue lily while Nelumbo Nucifera is a lotus but not blue. Please correct me if I am wrong, I will assume you are asking about Nymphaea Caerulea. I've used both with mild to moderate effects.
What is smoked tea supposed to taste like? Burnt?
Dried Nymphaea Caerulea petals taste a little sweet and a little paper like to me, but is a very very smooth smoke (I find it smoother then tobacco). Stamens are supposedly more potent but not as nice a smoke in my opinion, taste is a little wood like. Where did you get your material from? How old is it? Do you know for sure what plant it is?
If you're looking for a noticable effect from Nymphaea Caerulea alone I dont know if you'll get much without smoking an excessive amount. Soak in alcohol, strain, evap/reduce and you will feel her loud and clear.
Insanity is past, present, and future pain.
Past pain never dies, otherwise it would not be pain.
Life is present pain.
All unknown and feared is future pain.
Is the absence of pain happiness?
And if constant pain leads to insanity; Can constant insanity destroy the pain?