First off just to provide a bit of background, I was first introduced to the existence of DMT roughly a year ago when I stumbled across the documentary DMT: The Spirit Molecule on Netflix. I was immediately hooked and my curiosity led me to discover this community along with the Shroomery, where I then spent mannyyy many hours browsing the forums reading countless reports and teks. After being very pleased from my first semi-successful mushroom grow, I was eager to begin another project. Before I knew it I had produced my first batch of freebase DMT, and while I enjoyed feeling like a mad scientist working with all sorts of chemicals and putting my Chemistry knowledge from high school to use, I soon after learned the benefits of ayahuasca (shorter prep. and in my opinion you take more from the experience) and have since stuck with brewing DMT.
When it comes to psychedelics I have experience with my own fresh homegrown shrooms (twice), NBOME (about 5 times), as well as freebase (twice) and oral DMT (about 7 times before today). These have all helped me develop what I believe to be a very clear, positive, and different perspective on life and nature, but I have NEVER experienced anything close to what I experienced this morning. My previous trials with ayahuasca had resulted in no more than occasional visual flashes of color, mental patterns, and deep thought and observation. While not being at all disappointed with my experiences, I was almost convinced that the many reports of "breakthroughs" and communication with "entities" I had read about were false, or at least exaggerations.. So I came into today's trip expecting nothing more than to enjoy some music and appreciate the nice weather outside.

Now, onto the important stuff.

I did 3 washes from 17g of acacia confusa root bark using bottled water and lemon juice for acidity, and decided to throw in the couple grams of pink rose pedals my supplier was kind enough to ship with my order as well in a hopeful attempt to curb the nausea just for the hell of it. While brewing, I ground up and capsuled about 3.5g of syrian rue, and then popped the capsules 2 at a time about 35 mins before drinking the ayahuasca. Learning from my past struggles with downing the awful mixture, I chugged it in two gulps and chased it with some orange juice, and started a stopwatch on my phone in order to see how long I could keep it down before the nearly inevitable and notorious purge. I went to lie down on the couch and enjoy some Hendrix, and to my disappointment returned to the kitchen sink 5 minutes later to empty my stomach. I figured that was it, that I didn't even hold it long enough to ingest a sufficient amount for a decent experience. But I couldn't have been more wrong. I then laid back down on the couch and closed my eyes to see what I could scavenge from it.

Bare with me as I try to describe what happened from here, because the thoughts, feelings, visions, and "conversations" I was having are almost impossible to put into words, let alone text. This report is a very rough translation, but the best I can do.

Not long after closing my eyes, I remember having the thought "I'm searching for you, will you search for me?," but I wasn't quite sure why I had thought it because it didn't make much sense, and it didn't entirely feel like it had come from me. To my surprise, with a little concentration, I was seeing quite a lot in my minds eye. It started as swirls and patterns filled with more color than I've ever seen, and the more comfortable I got the more vivid the patters grew. I began to make out a complete image, almost like a colorful, twisted, psychedelic painting. There was a mountain in the back with an eyeball perched on top of it, and in front of that was a flowing river filled with color twisting back towards the mountain. While I was appreciating the artwork coming together in my mind, my sisters 3 month old pet monkey whom I've been babysitting while shes at school was climbing all over my head and beginning to distract me. This is where the experience took a drastic turn into insanity. Just as I started to become distracted, the monkeys face replaced the artwork and I was seeing it's eyes close, and instantly got a sort of impression to relax and stay focused on what I was seeing because the monkey would be going to sleep. Though I was again confused as to why I was thinking what I was, sure enough not even a minute later the monkey chilled out, curled up on my chest and went to sleep. Right after that, a bright while light appeared which is difficult to describe because it was in the shape of a circle and diamond at the same time, but I felt like I recognized it and it was then obvious to me what was happening. It "asked" me if I was ready. I replied "Yes, I'm ready, I'm ready, I'm ready," and then with my eyes closed I actually felt myself pass out. If you've ever passed out, you know exactly what it feels like. It's an indistinguishable feeling.

The next thing I know, I was no longer laying on my couch. I could still "feel" my body to an extent, but it felt like I (my conscious) had been separated from my body. I didn't feel as if I were in a room with boundaries or the "dome" I had read about in other reports as far as I could tell. I was just suspended in nothing. People I knew began to enter my "vision," and with each person brought a beautifully unique emotion I could feel throughout my entire physical body, much like I was feeling their individual "energy". At this point I was able to control who it was that I would see/think of for a short time until I was shown the image of my step-dad, and I say shown because I did not "choose" to think of him. A sort of "screen" had appeared out of the empty space, the same way the monkeys face and the light had appeared before I passed out, and I no longer felt alone in this "space". The majority of my experience from here on out was much like a game of charades, being shown a series of images and guessing it's meaning. Keep in mind when I say these things spoke to me, it was not in words but through feeling/impression because these things did not talk. A few times they would let out a "yelp" in response to me like they would try to, but never spoke a word.

The first image I was shown was my step-dad who had raised me since I was born. I quickly figured out I was being told to respect, I received a feeling of confirmation, and it moved on to the next.
Second I was shown a bionic "claw" grasping a worm that was glowing yellow and red from above the claws grip. I don't remember ever coming to an explanation for this, but it moved on.
Next I saw a person climbing a ladder that just kept going up. For some reason my first instinct was that it meant something about my grandpa being in poor health at the time, like he would be passing away soon. However, I was "told" that was wrong. In hindsight I think it may have been telling me something like I'm on the right track and to keep going, but I didn't think that at the time. I lost interest after a few moments of trying to figure out its meaning, and I "looked" down and to the left from where the images were being shown to focus on my body wondering whether I was able to move. I would feel an arm or leg occasionally twitch throughout the experience but besides being able to flop my head over to the other side once, I was paralyzed. I realized I was becoming distracted from the "main stage" and "turned" my attention back to what I was being shown and apologized. I sensed a smile or pleasure directly from it and got the impression that it was telling me I was doing well, and then it moved on.
I was shown an image of my mom offering me a lemon slice, and I asked "You're offering me a gift? You want me to pay attention?" I sensed pleasure again, and my mom held her hand up to her ear like she was on a phone. I first thought "You want me to keep this to myself?" but the image remained and it let out a "yelp," kind of with frustration. I asked "You want me to tell people?" and I again sensed pleasure and was shown an image of a crowd of people and then a human face with eyes opening as if it were waking up.
The next image was of an older monkeys face, and then of my sisters monkey being taken away from its mother at birth, and then the monkey being bottle fed. I understood clearly it was showing me the awfulness of taking a child from its mother. I felt incredibly guilty, and the image remained a moment to let me soak in that feeling. I apologized for being a part of something so inhumane, and then I saw the monkey being cradled, then standing on her back legs with her arms up like she was playing happily, and I understood I was being told to take good care of her.
I began sensing our time was running shorter because the images gradually came faster and more brief, and nearing the end without really any image I can recall I sensed as a sort of closing statement I was being told to genuinely love and spread love whenever possible. The last thing I remember seeing was 4 or 5 entities gathered around, all showing pleasure and almost like waving "goodbye" as they were slowly drifting backward, and I thought "I'm not ready to leave, I want more" and then it was as if my eyes were forced open and all feeling rushed back into my body instantly.

One last interesting thing I find worth making note of was multiple times throughout the experience I was able to focus on a noise/vibration/voice/chant that was repeating itself the entire time. It would change in pitch and speed and occasionally the specific noise, but most of the time it was like "i i i i i i i".. That part freaked me out more than anything, but overall this was a completely life changing experience and I'm looking forward to further my relationship with these plants and hopefully help develop a better understanding for these experiences.

Peace, love, and I wish you all good luck through your own explorations

Great report. Congrats on the aya breakthrough.

hello deezyp, hows it going?

that was a cracking report, I enjoyed it alot

it sounds like it gave you plenty of things to think about.

I think its also a little crazy how you held the brew down for such a short amount of time but you still got a full on experience, its strange stuff we are dealing with here. What was the length of your experience?

Great report, reading it reminded me of my last experience with mushrooms.

Thanks guys, I appreciate the feedback.


I was extremely surprised myself. On other occasions I've been able to hold it down for over an hour and didn't purge at all my first brew but like I said never experienced much more than minor visuals compared to this. Strange stuff indeed.
I also meant to include the duration of it all but began to rush myself toward the end of the report. Like I said I started a timer right after I drank the ayahuasca. At 5 minutes I purged and immediately laid down, and I checked the timer again as soon as I came back to which was at 29 minutes. So I believe I was in for about 20 minutes. Another thing I forgot to mention was once I "awoke" I had the most refreshing, euphoric feeling all through my body, unlike any buzz I've felt before.
Definitely hope to report back with another successful experience soon.

Thanks for the reply deezyp, best of luck with your future explorations

Thanks for the report, I enjoyed it. When you said you did 3 washes of 17g of aconfusa, do you mean 3 boils? of how long each? I'd think 17g is a large dose, but I've only had experience with mimosa. For me, 10g mimosa was enough to shatter reality and full ego death with 0 remaining connection to a body or open eye reality. My understanding was that a. confusa was of similar potency?

I've also tried 10g once, but I only boosted it with 2g Rue, so I managed to almost understand when I had my eyes open or not. May I ask what your dosage of Rue or Caapi was in conjunction with it? 10g man... not even the aliens want to stick around when it gets that crazy.


I've only tried 3 batches of Mimosa and 1 batch of Confusa (and only 2 times), but no. I would say that Mimosa is 1,5-2 times stronger, depending on how strong the various batches are. However, I'd love to hear others' perspectives on the relationship between the Father-mosa, Chali-son-ga and the Holy Ghost-fusa as well And Confusa is partly a different experience altogether thanks to the NMT present, not perhaps as intense but a lot more confusing and hilarious.

yes... it did get crazy. Report from that 10g Mimosa tea:

https://www.dmt-nexus.me...spx?g=posts&t=40858

Apologizes for the late response. Thanks friken appreciate it, and good to see you're still active on the nexus. I remember reading your own first report earlier this year. Still one of my favorites.
But yes, exactly. 3 boils on low-medium heat about 45 mins each. The recipe I had been following called for 15g of confusa, and with my previous attempts being less intense I figured I'd push it a little bit. In hindsight I may have been burning some product by cooking with too much heat in said previous batches, so I think I'll stick with a lower temp and only 10g next time around to see what comes from it.

As for the comparison of potency between Confusa and Mimosa, I can't speak. Unfortunately the majority of the Mimosa supply on the internet had been cut off by the time DMT had caught my attention

Can't complain though, I love my ACRB

Sounds deep. Some of the noises in hyperspace can be very 'personal'. They way in on my first trip had lots of weird noises.

Having thought about these noises a little more deeply, i feel they're like the base intent from a dismissive portion of my personality. They're noises i make too often, 'can we just' is something that came through heavily. It's like all these meaningless little phrases had become an empty echo in my head.

I try to listen more, and engage in conversation better. Avoid making 'those noises' in daily life, and it kinda cleaned up hyperspace.

don't know if that makes sense.

That's a very interesting theory, Molech. I had not thought of it that way, but it would certainly make sense. I'll be sure to pay more attention to the "echo" on my next visit and see what more I can make of it. Thanks for the input