If I intake a sufficiently large quantity of cannabis, I always get the same weird feeling, as though whatever room I happen to be in is suddenly the only thing that exists. It's as if my implicit awareness of the outside world is gone. Everything I can see is exists, but there's a tacit expectation that, if I were the open the door, there would just be black void.
Even if I smoke during the day, unless I'm actually outside, or looking out a window, the same effect emerges. It's like my object permanence has gone away: if I can see it, it no longer exists.
Anyone else know what I'm talking about?
Blessings
~ND
"There are many paths up the same mountain."