well before i brewed i read to keep all sediments... so i did.. even scrapped the residue off the walls of the pot as it reduced
(which i think made for the unpleasantries (sp?) )...
I made sure to stir the reduced brew and divide it in 2 while it was mixed... this was very nauseating and i purged twice at t 0:40 ( a mere 20 minutes after ingesting the spice, hence my question below) and somewhere around t 3:00 or 4, cant really remember when but i was nauseous until i purged the second time haha...
anyways if/when i try the "equivalent" extract I will be sure to post the results (I'll be sure to use the same amount of spice too)
a question about redosing, how long is the maoi active for? ie how long after taking the extract can i wait before taking more spice wont do anything?
- if im still feeling the maoi effects is it still actively working in my gut?
Update: Ok so here goes.. I repeated the experiment with an equivalent dose of extracted caapi alks (60 g caapi tea vs 60 g of (the same brew) caapi tea extract). At t 0:40 (40 min after taking caapi alks in OJ, 20 min after 50 mg of yellow spice in OJ) the tea was by far
"stronger" compared to the extracted alkaloids (i was more aware of the tea than the extracted alks). Unfortunately that was the only conclusion i can make, as at that time i decided to take more caapi extract and more spice (as I wasnt where i wanted/thought I should be).
Anyways, i added more spice and more caapi alks. WOW, big mistake (to add more of the caapi alks, anywas, IMO)... I had taken way too much caapi alks (alkaloids), or so i believed. I don't want to say how many (as i dont want to start a pissing match, though im sure people have taken more) but it was honestly too much for me at this time/for my previous experience (this was only my second time doing pharma).
I spent the better part of an hour puking up everything i had in me and then some. Very violent purging until everythgin was gone! After which i thought i was going to die due to tremors/shaking (of which i read was "normal" for higher dose harmalas). While this was not a realistic thought I still believed it to be true at the time (though be it a short time ~ 30 min). I wanted help. I wanted it to end.. I wanted to call 9-11 and for them to knock me the F out.... Essentially i was afraid for no "real" reason (though one might call ego death real
).... Knowing others have been there before helped
However, i waited out these thoughts.. I knew I was over exaggerating and knew i was in no "real" danger... My fears subsided shortly after, because i received comforted from a loved one... We talked about a lot of things and all my fears faded about an hour later, thankfully. (Or perhaps it was because i had puked everything out and the high faded
)....
Anyways a few lessons I learned...
If you are new to this start SLOW... there is no rush... work yourself / doses up gradually
RELAX, calm down and breathe... Recently i moved away from meditation (why Im not sure)...But it definately would have helped me in this instance, I just couldnt focus on anything but the negatives/nausea
I also learned there is nothing to fear but fear itself (i know this is cliche, but for me, in this instance, it was soooo true). I was in no real danger ( i dont think anyways) but i was so afraid
(however if you believe you are in real danger i ask that you seak professional advise immediately).
Overall this was an amazing experience. It taught me so much I could not have learned otherwise.
Thank you everyone, thank you mama aya, for this experience!
Wishing everyone a safe and peaceful journey,
The Dude
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